Behind the Song "Aku Tak Bisa- the Flow"

"Aku tak bisa lepaskan mu

dari mata ku
aku tak bisa membunuh mu
dan aku tak bisa bohongi
diriku butuh kamu
aku tak bisa melupakan mu

mencoba lupakan
semua yang terjadi
namun ku semakin tersiksa sendiri

mencoba akhiri
perasaan yang ada
namun diri mu semakin mendekati ku

tlah ku coba
melupakan diri mu
namun hanya kau yang selalu
ada di hati ku

houu hoouuuuo

mencoba lupakan
semua yang terjadi
namun ku semakin tersiksa sendiri

mencoba akhiri
perasaan yang ada
namun diri mu semakin mendekati ku"

i do really like this song… it is romantic song…i don't know the exactly the reason why i admire its song, maybe because it is suitable for my condition now and then its voice typical is similar with my voice so based on them, i do like and really like to sing it even just hearing in radio, but finally i found it…alhamdulilah…
OK, back to the story.

i like the words of its song.. it is like the effort of someone to forget lot of moment that they share together, it is like the possibility to refuse the others just to keep its special person for entering his or her life.. i do believe that there are no perfect things in the world but I'm sure that we have to find the very best thin in our life. consider this song, i conclude that forgetting someone is very hard way, very difficult problems…i do felt that experience… forgetting someone made me cry every nite but i kept my survive..

based this song remind that don't love someone too much because with loving too much maybe will make us be hurt too much, balance with what we feel for it. don't share our dignity to love very abundant, if someday that we don't know exactly what will happen, we cant guarantee our feeling is still similar to be felt by him or it will be fade away…
we just keep our love, our heart just for one person who will be our serious but don't hope to much to avoid the risk of hurt…

so pliz…keep our heart, our dignity, our feeling, our pleasant, our emotion in the flat rate, dont make them being unstable condition… just waiting for lucky day that will guarantee our life will be as our follow…
Cayo….Cipirilly (it is contamined by some experiences)

Serenade of Laela Rizky

the power of Long Distance....
Long distance, when the first time i ever heard about this words, i felt so doubt, can people do this relationship? someone that we are lowing keeps cool in other place that we know it is very faraway, even it is spread a thousand kilometers from place that we stand up. however, i did it. i felt the experience about this relationship. Anyway, even sometimes, i faced a very2 strong feeling that admit for missing him, but i can do nothing. just send sms or calling him. unfortunately, now i am busy girl and so does him. he works in the long distance place. sometimes, misunderstanding is emerged between us. and i can’t avoid it. i have to take care my heart, like my promises with him.. to take care our heart. hopefully becoz of this promises, Allah will design our relationship become more beautiful…. Amin…